At Last I Am whole

I finnaly made this happen a few days ago !
i have been crossdressing for as long as i can remember.I still remember when i snathed a pair of my cousins panties when i was young i dont know theres is just something about womens clothes that just intrigies me . Any way growing up i always masterbated wearing panties and lingere and watching porn ,I always consider my self differnt han other people but i didnt know why , which ended up me turning in to a loner , never really enjoying sex with women i always considered it like a lot of work fucking them when i could just sit back and jack off ,enjoy that way better,i know werid lol. Any way i had kind off got to the point of wondering what it would be like to have sex with a man and me be the women, so i got brave enough to troll some chat rooms looking for a man to fufill my fantasy ,His name was max and we agreed to meet in a motel in charlotte where we both live .I decided to wear my favorite outfit for our encounter ,a 80's style blue sheer lace teddy with unsnaping crotch and garters with white lace thigh hi stockings ,white lace gloves ,and my black shiny 4 inch high heels.With under wear on i looked for a dress. I picked my slutty black dress since i was going to be slutty and toped in off with my brown shoulder lentgh wig .I did my makeup and put on plenty of red lipstick on my dick sucking lips,and headed to the motel.i got to the motel and knocked on the door , when it opened i was shocked , there standing in front of me was a 6 foot tall 30 something year old black man ,then i remembered i hadnt asked this guy what race he was . He said hi and i said , hi im jamie can i come in , he said yeah come on in damn ur a hot ass sissy ,i said thank you in my bast girly voice.We sat on the bedd and i told him i have a few conditions before we start .First i dont want you to suck my dick,second ,dont ake it easy on me , i want the full experience , third when your about to cum no matter what i say i want you to make me swallow it , im your fucking dirty whore tonight and you can do with me what you will,with that said i got off the bed and down on my knees and put my head in his crotch.He looked down at me and saidThe door opened and anthoer black guy came in .Max said to me , bitch this is my boy tyrone ,he just got out of jail and i told him he could come over here and get a blow job , i then thought to my self' why the fuck not ,gosh im turning in to a fucking slut .So i started sucking off tyrone while max keep hammering me from behind for about ten more minutes when all of a sudden tyrone started cumming in my mouth ,it was so sudden it shot straight down my throat ,he told me good bitch and left ,as he shut the door max said he was ready to cum so i spun around and opened my mouth.To my disgust he put his cock back in my mouth and told me to suck , i tried to protest but max was way stronger than me .He started to blow the biggest load ever in my mouth he then said to hold it in my mouth and go to the mirror ,i did as he said and went to the mirror,he then said ,look at yourself and garlgle with it ,i did as he said and gargled with it ,he then said swallow ,and i did ,as i looked in the mirror i saw a changed man or should i say a woman?