Update to my cousin's wife

There's been a lot going on however I've just been too lazy to write it out. So today is the day where I'll explain all. If you aren't familiar with the dilemma between my cousin's wife then go read how it all began. The first update was about 8 months ago or so can't really recall. She had gotten a new iphone and was now texting me asking how this and that works. She also had a few questions computer related so I told her I would meet her at her house and have coffee and help her out. That night we kept texting back and forth and eventually the topic came about our past "kiss". She said it was wrong blah blah blah but both of us knew we wanted it. Anyways, I went over the next day and her autistic son was there...couldn't really do much too much action going on....the little k** (14) took the dog out for a walk and he was bitten by another dog. So we went to the same college and I saw her the next day and said lets go have coffee at a coffee shop...not Starbucks a local dive place with couches and privacy. She dressed sexy in a very short dress and her cleavage was showing a bit too much. We sat and automatically started to make out. She eventually said she was falling for me...red flag....I told her if she was falling for me we couldn't go further and it ended at that. A couple weeks ago she texted me asking if I knew anyone who wanted their pet to which I replied no but told her we should have coffee and catch up. She asked me to come over right away (she thought that it was over between us). I told her no lets have it when no one is home because we can talk (she's having marriage issues). I went over a few hours ago...we had the coffee and when I went in she pulled back but kept coming forward teasing me saying it's wrong it's wrong it's wrong. She kept asking me why I wanted her and not my other cousins wife who is actually a lot hotter. I told her it's because since I was a teen I had a crush on her which is true. Then I told her that I need to get rid of my crush feelings and I just want one kiss and I'll be on my way and it will be over between the two of us. She gave me a peck and I said no that's not a kiss. I put both hands on her face and went it...Finally did it for about 30 seconds. While the whole time she had been holding my hands and I kept finding my way to her ass and tits. After it was over and I left, she texted me saying she was ashamed...I told her not to be we didn't go further. I also told her not to divorce my cousin and the k** needs a father. Her perfume smell is still on me. She's about 5'2"...I'd say B size tits, nice round ass, average build, blonde. I'm 28 and she's 42 I think. Till next time.