Heres the deal.

I'm pissed off right now.

I do not like to lash out at people, even when false accusations are made against me, so I am trying to remain dignified, and clam.

I am extremely sensitive.

The last few months have been ....interesting.
...leading me to open this account here.

Three years ago, I started dating the guy I love now. We enjoyed taking videos and pictures, and shared them often on a private, member only forum.

Almost a year ago, he broke up with me.
His work has required him to be in a different country than me,and things were complicated. Still are.
That is another story, but also why I do not take part in any chatting, cams, or flirting with other members at the moment.

The very old photos were being taken, and re-posted all over the internet.
It was naive on my part to assume that the members of this private forum would respect my privacy, and content. Also, I did not water mark.

Recently, A friend called me on the phone,and told me he saw my photos on a site, and as I started investigating ,I was both alarmed and flattered that my pictures were continuously re-posted from place to place, with people asking who I was. Even after so long.

I found a user here on this site, who had an entire album of just me.It contained all of my old photos, from various forums and such.
He is very nice, and meant no harm. He would have removed my photos if I had asked him, but I was still in shock mode, and I filed a DCMA complaint here,and they were immediately removed. For which I was highly thankful.

I would pop back on to this account from time to time, well... because I love porn, and also I was receiving message from members.

I found that the majority of people on this site are wonderful, and fun. So made the decision that since my content was already out there, I would claim it back, re-post it here, and anyone wanting to know about me, would know where to find me.

I started having fun with it.
But also, those photos are two and three years old and....I have gotten in much better shape since then. Atkins is a way of life for me, and exercise too, it never was before.

So, I wanted to post more recent things, because, I honestly do not feel I looked all that great in those old photos. Although the things I am doing in them were very fun and hot.

When the cock I live to fuck ( and I say this because...we are not just friends, but there is so much up in the air right now, so I find myself struggling in the lack of ...a term? or what have you )
is back here in a couple of months, I will have many more photos. Fun ones where I will not be alone, and better because I will not be taking them myself.
Also, I will be willing to go on cam.I am honestly too shy to cam alone, and do not wish to lead any guy on, nor potentially ruin any future possibilities for myself.
But. I would not mind one bit if anyone wanted to watch me get fucked by him and suck his perfect and big dick before I swallow all his cum and play in it.

so.

there you have it.

no fake anything.

so lay off.