The views inside my mind...
It has been hard (yes literally and figurative) as I venture deeper into xHamster to figure out what it is about.
Some are here cause they are dirty pervs, Cool.
Others because they get off from being seen, I appreciate that.
Some, like I did, lurk just to find vid's to jerk to.
Then that all changed. I joined the ranks of xHamster. I started posting comments, even Tributes. I have become addicted to the rush of waiting for messages and responding in dirty ways. More so, I have been wanting to hear more and more from some of the interesting members I have met. There are some here that I have really started to see as friends. Not just the "invite to friends" type but people I could see beyond the piece of meat that I used to jerk to.
and so xHamster has morphed to me, from a simple meat market to something that I desire for those that are real and true to themselves and come here to share...
Some are here cause they are dirty pervs, Cool.
Others because they get off from being seen, I appreciate that.
Some, like I did, lurk just to find vid's to jerk to.
Then that all changed. I joined the ranks of xHamster. I started posting comments, even Tributes. I have become addicted to the rush of waiting for messages and responding in dirty ways. More so, I have been wanting to hear more and more from some of the interesting members I have met. There are some here that I have really started to see as friends. Not just the "invite to friends" type but people I could see beyond the piece of meat that I used to jerk to.
and so xHamster has morphed to me, from a simple meat market to something that I desire for those that are real and true to themselves and come here to share...
12 years ago
Don't worry too much.
When you are so open and vulnerable about your sexuality and sexual desires, you become a little emotional.
It's okay. I feel this way too.
Just be a good person!