A night out

when i was 19 i moved in with a 48 year old man. he was very abusive most the time both physically and verbally. and quite inventive also in ways to humiliate and degrade me. he was very fond of arranging for me to be ****d. of course i had no idea at the time what was going on. at other times he would get me so drunk i couldn't stand up or worse and take me out in public somewhere and let others fuck me. on one occasion he took me to a seedy biker bar and was letting men play with my tits and ass in front of every one else. i only really remember bits a pieces of it all but some how ended up in the gravel parking lot behind the bar. i don't know really how many men fucked me but i remember being fucked on the hood of a couple of cars, the back of a pickup and as i was lying on the gravel. i also remember as it went on kind of blacking out at times. at one point some one would be face fucking me with me on my knees and the next thing i was bent over a car or garbage can with some one in my ass or pussy. when i did finally come to it was early morning the sun was only starting to come up. i was naked, cum and piss all over my face and in my hair, my pussy and asshole was dripping it still, and i was in the garbage dumpster. bruises all over my tits, ass, and legs. i even had a black eye. i had to sneak home in the shape i was in.