First Time
I discovered masturbation at 13, at home after school. It was before mobile phones and internet porn. For some reason I began squeezing the base of the shaft with my thumb and index finger, causing the stiff penis to tip left and right like a wind-up metronome. I was in a trance, staring at the dick as it felt better and better, tick tock. I didn’t speed up or slow down, but it was increasingly pleasurable. I just stared at it, and the one eye seemed to stare at me. The head expanded and became shinier. Abruptly after nine or ten minutes it pumped out white sticky stuff and I just stared at that too, kind of catching my breath while continuing to rock it side to side.
Leading up to that moment I had no idea I or anyone else was capable of making the white stuff come out. I kept it all a secret and tried it again the next day after school, with the same result and cum on my thumb. I knew it was something private and it quickly became a daily routine that demanded much study and experimentation when I had privacy. It felt too good to go very long without doing it.
My methods have changed, but now it’s still a daily routine and I’ve cum with different devices and methods, sometimes with women using their own methods and devices. One phenomenon that occurs now that didn’t happen that first time is all the precum. The first emergence of precum resulted from an experiment when I was in my teens — I set out to cum without touching the cock, relying only on heavy concentration and mental focus. The penis expanded, throbbed and bobbed for an hour while I read a copy of Penthouse. I could feel an inner stimulation from concentrating on the blood pulsing in the shaft. I thought I was building toward the inevitable white puddle of cum, but I moved the magazine out of the way and saw only a slow drool of a thick clear fluid, another thing to mesmerize me. It just released a continuous drool. Eventually I gave up on the no-touch experiment and made one long line of cum and several other squirts to form the usual puddle. After that episode I’ve had precum prior to each orgasm, and also lots of it in my boxers during makeout sessions. Licking pussy makes the most. Precum is just a telltale sign of arousal and another part of the daily routine.
Leading up to that moment I had no idea I or anyone else was capable of making the white stuff come out. I kept it all a secret and tried it again the next day after school, with the same result and cum on my thumb. I knew it was something private and it quickly became a daily routine that demanded much study and experimentation when I had privacy. It felt too good to go very long without doing it.
My methods have changed, but now it’s still a daily routine and I’ve cum with different devices and methods, sometimes with women using their own methods and devices. One phenomenon that occurs now that didn’t happen that first time is all the precum. The first emergence of precum resulted from an experiment when I was in my teens — I set out to cum without touching the cock, relying only on heavy concentration and mental focus. The penis expanded, throbbed and bobbed for an hour while I read a copy of Penthouse. I could feel an inner stimulation from concentrating on the blood pulsing in the shaft. I thought I was building toward the inevitable white puddle of cum, but I moved the magazine out of the way and saw only a slow drool of a thick clear fluid, another thing to mesmerize me. It just released a continuous drool. Eventually I gave up on the no-touch experiment and made one long line of cum and several other squirts to form the usual puddle. After that episode I’ve had precum prior to each orgasm, and also lots of it in my boxers during makeout sessions. Licking pussy makes the most. Precum is just a telltale sign of arousal and another part of the daily routine.
2 months ago