Addiction to masturbation and cumming!
I donāt think that Iām the only one out there that has the his or willing to admit that he or she has an addiction to masturbation in any form and addicted to cumming not just once but multiple times in every session that I masturbate. On an average day I tend to masturbate at least three times for at least an hour each time. This is every day as soon as I am wake up then again around lunchtime and as soon as I get home from work and most of the time I am having a good hard and long marathon session with as many orgasms as I can get done and sometimes it is just the feeling of having one but no fluids are cumming out due to having so many orgasms in a single day. When im not masturbating in thinking about it.
Honestly when I was younger I never was like this to this degree. It started becoming stronger after I got divorced from my wife after 14 years of marriage and still in love with her, the divorce wasnāt by my choice or caused by something I did, she fell in love with someone else so I let her go so she could be happy. Well this was when I was 35 years old, now Iām almost 53. I would say that I would rather masturbate than have actual sex. At least I donāt have to be worried about the possibility of getting an STD or anything else that I donāt want or something that I donāt have the time for. I have never let it take over me and hurt my own life on a personal level and or business level. Iāve never been caught by anyone else, that I know of but Iāve always wondered about what it would be like and what would happen if I were to get caught by someone. I have always liked it when I was outside and in public either getting dangerous and removing most of my clothes or being able to secretly masturbate while being around others without being noticed for what is going on under my clothes. I even love watching other people, both men and women, solo or group action, it doesnāt matter to me cause I get very excited to see it. Although I have not experienced much of it in person but a few times with couple of other people, I guess itās also my favorite type of porn to watch as well. I am not afraid or ashamed of video recording myself and photographing myself while Iām masturbating with and without using toys like my fleshlight and anal plugs. I will even watch the videos and look at my photos and masturbate to them. Hey if it excites me then I will admit it and YES it does excite me a lot. When I am playing with my Amal toys I only like stainless steel and glass toys, mostly for the cleaning and the life of them, also for the smooth surface that is so much more comfortable for entry and removal. I donāt use lube with them I just get in a relaxed position and they go right in with no problem or resistance and when using one with the right size and moved to the right spot I can have an instant orgasm with out touching my cock and if I continue on moving it slowly at that spot I will start gripping and rubbing my cock I will cum second time within five minutes cumming so hard usually hitting myself on the chest, shoulders and my face. I end up going on for a long period of time before ending my workout and going to sleep. I just canāt seem to get enough of it even after cumming multiple times I canāt get soft all the way down, I want more and more. I have to masturbate every day at least 3 times a day and I canāt even tell how many orgasms I have on average but my record in a single 12 hour session was at nine times but the last four times had little or no liquid with the orgasms dispute all of them being very intense body shaking long deep throbbing, mind numbing, muscle cramping orgasms.
I canāt believe that I can even continue with masturbation but I could continue cause my mind and cock says I could but my body is needing an hour or two of rest and recovery and hydration is the only reason why I have to stop.
I can go on and on about the subject but now Iām feeling like I need to get one more go at it now.
I know that more people like myself out there. Enjoy your time in life we have with what you want to do and at your own pace and will.
If anyone has any questions, comments, or suggestions about the subject youāre welcome to leave a comment below or message me and Iāll will try to get back with you as soon as I can get to it.
Honestly when I was younger I never was like this to this degree. It started becoming stronger after I got divorced from my wife after 14 years of marriage and still in love with her, the divorce wasnāt by my choice or caused by something I did, she fell in love with someone else so I let her go so she could be happy. Well this was when I was 35 years old, now Iām almost 53. I would say that I would rather masturbate than have actual sex. At least I donāt have to be worried about the possibility of getting an STD or anything else that I donāt want or something that I donāt have the time for. I have never let it take over me and hurt my own life on a personal level and or business level. Iāve never been caught by anyone else, that I know of but Iāve always wondered about what it would be like and what would happen if I were to get caught by someone. I have always liked it when I was outside and in public either getting dangerous and removing most of my clothes or being able to secretly masturbate while being around others without being noticed for what is going on under my clothes. I even love watching other people, both men and women, solo or group action, it doesnāt matter to me cause I get very excited to see it. Although I have not experienced much of it in person but a few times with couple of other people, I guess itās also my favorite type of porn to watch as well. I am not afraid or ashamed of video recording myself and photographing myself while Iām masturbating with and without using toys like my fleshlight and anal plugs. I will even watch the videos and look at my photos and masturbate to them. Hey if it excites me then I will admit it and YES it does excite me a lot. When I am playing with my Amal toys I only like stainless steel and glass toys, mostly for the cleaning and the life of them, also for the smooth surface that is so much more comfortable for entry and removal. I donāt use lube with them I just get in a relaxed position and they go right in with no problem or resistance and when using one with the right size and moved to the right spot I can have an instant orgasm with out touching my cock and if I continue on moving it slowly at that spot I will start gripping and rubbing my cock I will cum second time within five minutes cumming so hard usually hitting myself on the chest, shoulders and my face. I end up going on for a long period of time before ending my workout and going to sleep. I just canāt seem to get enough of it even after cumming multiple times I canāt get soft all the way down, I want more and more. I have to masturbate every day at least 3 times a day and I canāt even tell how many orgasms I have on average but my record in a single 12 hour session was at nine times but the last four times had little or no liquid with the orgasms dispute all of them being very intense body shaking long deep throbbing, mind numbing, muscle cramping orgasms.
I canāt believe that I can even continue with masturbation but I could continue cause my mind and cock says I could but my body is needing an hour or two of rest and recovery and hydration is the only reason why I have to stop.
I can go on and on about the subject but now Iām feeling like I need to get one more go at it now.
I know that more people like myself out there. Enjoy your time in life we have with what you want to do and at your own pace and will.
If anyone has any questions, comments, or suggestions about the subject youāre welcome to leave a comment below or message me and Iāll will try to get back with you as soon as I can get to it.
6 months ago