NOW I KNOW
II have had time recently to think about growing up and now. I thought having my fantasy of having a daughter that I raised, and teaching about sex (and having sex with her) was rare. Thats where my thinking led to, back when I was much younger from 10 to 13. Thats when I last had a babysitter. It was shortly after my ************* when my babysitter thought I was asleep, so she was playin music and dancing teasing taking her clothes off. I watched her for a while, and would have kept watching but my sneezing gave me away. She stopped , smiled, and walked towards me. She took me by the hand and brought me to the living room where she turned to me and started "dancing" (just moving her hips and feet). She took my hands and told me to copy her. After a little we sat on the couch watching cartoons, me leaning on her as she played with my hair. That felt so comforting and relaxing I fell asleep on her.
For some weeks afterwards, we would dance and she would let me snuggle up to her as we watched television (usually cartoons). As Christmas was only a couple days away she gave me a present. I was excited I tore the wrapping off and opened the box. It was a couple pairs of tinkerbelll panties and a purple nightgown. I smiled and hugged her, the apologized for not getting her a present. She said I could give her a present if I put on her gift and modeled them. I excitedly said yes undressed right there and put on a panty. As I started to put the nightgown on, she asked me to stop and turn around 1 time in just the panties. I was embarrassed and blushed, but turned around. She smiled and helped me with the gown. She helped straighten it out, brushing her hands against my body, especially my butt and belly. She pulled me close and hugged me. We snuggled as always, me asleep on her. The next morning when I woke up, she was making breakfast in just a pair of green granny panties. As I sat at the table, she walked up with my cereal, kissed my forehead, and told me to keep her gifts a secret. I protested, but she insisted that nobody would understand.
Over trhe next couple months of her sitting me, we cuddled more and wore less clothes. And she even started taking baths with me. Insisting on undressing & dressing me. I remember her soft touches on my skin, and the feeling I got when she touched my pussy a couple times. After a few months I remember waking uip in her lap a couple times with no panties and my gown pulled up to my belly button. I asked her about it, and she kind of blew it off by saying I must have done it during my sleep. That next weekend when she was sitting me, we were cuddling & I was really really tired. I remember a sweet smell, and the sound of something wet being touched. I thought nothing of it until I felt her hand pull my gown up and those fingers playing with my butt. At first it didn't bother me until I felt her spread my legs. I tried close them but she slipped 1 finger inside my pussy and used her other wet hand to cover my mouth. I tried resisting, but even though she was firmly holding me, that finger inside me felt so good I jus gave in. I spreadf my legs for her and laid on my back. As I laid there I saw her smile as she leanerd over and kissed me, as she released my mouth and began to play with her wet hairy pussy. After a little I fell asleep feeling so wonderful.
The next morning I couldn't look at her without blushing. She hugged me and said she was sorry about last night but she was horny and hadn't had sex in a while.......and well she had fantasized about doing that to me!!! I mean wow!!! Shortly after I had another babysitter, because the first one had taken a trip out of state. She would call to say hi and tell me what she had seen. As school started back up, I had an unexpected visitor!!! My first babysitter. We hugged, and as I went to (sloppily) kiss her, she turned her cheek to me. I pouted, and she said not in public. Well she gave me a ride home, and as she & my parents talked for a little, I heard her say she could take me for the day. I was SO happy!! She came back to the car, kissed my cheek and said I was hers for the day. As we drove around for a little, she had 1 hand between my thighs playing with my panties and pussy. I smiled, tried to keep my legs closed, but couldn't. Her touch was so OMG!!! After we had lunch at a roller food place, she took me to a secluded spot off in the country. As she turned to me, I remember her grabbing my wet panties and pulling them down. She kissed me and told me she missed me (her girlfriend) and my pussy.
After a little while, mostly her touching & kissing & licking me (mainly my pussy), we cuddled in the back of her car. As she played with my hair she told me she wished I was hers, and if I were she would have touched me when I was ************** when she first took advantage of me. Yeah you read that right, she had touched me when I was 9 as I slept, but actually touched me when I was awake when I was 10. She only sat me a couple more times over the next 2 years, but we would have our secret meetings more frequent. In fact 1 of the last times was on my ************* when her present to me was spreading her legs and teaching me to eat her pussy. It was weird at first, but still smelled so sweet, and OMG was SO hairy!!! And yes by night time I was enjoying the taste of pussy and the feeling of wet hair rubbing on my face.
Even though I had some boyfriends until I was 17, none of them ever made me as wet as she did. And like I started, having thought of that recently, I realize that she influenced me more than I knew. Especially finding younger girls such a turn on. And there has only ever been 1 other woman who had as much hair as she did. GOD I miss her and those days of no responsibility, and all the fun I had.
For some weeks afterwards, we would dance and she would let me snuggle up to her as we watched television (usually cartoons). As Christmas was only a couple days away she gave me a present. I was excited I tore the wrapping off and opened the box. It was a couple pairs of tinkerbelll panties and a purple nightgown. I smiled and hugged her, the apologized for not getting her a present. She said I could give her a present if I put on her gift and modeled them. I excitedly said yes undressed right there and put on a panty. As I started to put the nightgown on, she asked me to stop and turn around 1 time in just the panties. I was embarrassed and blushed, but turned around. She smiled and helped me with the gown. She helped straighten it out, brushing her hands against my body, especially my butt and belly. She pulled me close and hugged me. We snuggled as always, me asleep on her. The next morning when I woke up, she was making breakfast in just a pair of green granny panties. As I sat at the table, she walked up with my cereal, kissed my forehead, and told me to keep her gifts a secret. I protested, but she insisted that nobody would understand.
Over trhe next couple months of her sitting me, we cuddled more and wore less clothes. And she even started taking baths with me. Insisting on undressing & dressing me. I remember her soft touches on my skin, and the feeling I got when she touched my pussy a couple times. After a few months I remember waking uip in her lap a couple times with no panties and my gown pulled up to my belly button. I asked her about it, and she kind of blew it off by saying I must have done it during my sleep. That next weekend when she was sitting me, we were cuddling & I was really really tired. I remember a sweet smell, and the sound of something wet being touched. I thought nothing of it until I felt her hand pull my gown up and those fingers playing with my butt. At first it didn't bother me until I felt her spread my legs. I tried close them but she slipped 1 finger inside my pussy and used her other wet hand to cover my mouth. I tried resisting, but even though she was firmly holding me, that finger inside me felt so good I jus gave in. I spreadf my legs for her and laid on my back. As I laid there I saw her smile as she leanerd over and kissed me, as she released my mouth and began to play with her wet hairy pussy. After a little I fell asleep feeling so wonderful.
The next morning I couldn't look at her without blushing. She hugged me and said she was sorry about last night but she was horny and hadn't had sex in a while.......and well she had fantasized about doing that to me!!! I mean wow!!! Shortly after I had another babysitter, because the first one had taken a trip out of state. She would call to say hi and tell me what she had seen. As school started back up, I had an unexpected visitor!!! My first babysitter. We hugged, and as I went to (sloppily) kiss her, she turned her cheek to me. I pouted, and she said not in public. Well she gave me a ride home, and as she & my parents talked for a little, I heard her say she could take me for the day. I was SO happy!! She came back to the car, kissed my cheek and said I was hers for the day. As we drove around for a little, she had 1 hand between my thighs playing with my panties and pussy. I smiled, tried to keep my legs closed, but couldn't. Her touch was so OMG!!! After we had lunch at a roller food place, she took me to a secluded spot off in the country. As she turned to me, I remember her grabbing my wet panties and pulling them down. She kissed me and told me she missed me (her girlfriend) and my pussy.
After a little while, mostly her touching & kissing & licking me (mainly my pussy), we cuddled in the back of her car. As she played with my hair she told me she wished I was hers, and if I were she would have touched me when I was ************** when she first took advantage of me. Yeah you read that right, she had touched me when I was 9 as I slept, but actually touched me when I was awake when I was 10. She only sat me a couple more times over the next 2 years, but we would have our secret meetings more frequent. In fact 1 of the last times was on my ************* when her present to me was spreading her legs and teaching me to eat her pussy. It was weird at first, but still smelled so sweet, and OMG was SO hairy!!! And yes by night time I was enjoying the taste of pussy and the feeling of wet hair rubbing on my face.
Even though I had some boyfriends until I was 17, none of them ever made me as wet as she did. And like I started, having thought of that recently, I realize that she influenced me more than I knew. Especially finding younger girls such a turn on. And there has only ever been 1 other woman who had as much hair as she did. GOD I miss her and those days of no responsibility, and all the fun I had.
9 months ago
