Kendra is dead

This post is concerning one of my favorite BBW porn stars, Kendra Lee Ryan. She is not dead. However, she has declared her the character played on film, Kendra Lee Ryan, dead. Back in January, she said she was done with porn because of the toxicity that is in the industry. I loved the artist formerly known as Kendra. I am not a fan of pornstars with a lot of tats. Kendra was the exception because of the way she acted during sex. I would use her videos often when pleasuring myself.

When watching professional porn, sometimes its hard to separate the fantasy from reality. The stars on screen are completely different people off screen. Many of them are just trying to pay their bills or put food on the table. I remember reading one comment someone said, "I wonder what happened after the camera stopped shooting". I remarked, "They mostly likely wrapped and went home because everyone is a professional on set". If you watched Samantha 38Gs YouTube video on what goes on during a porn shoot, it is anything but sexy. Her main rule is not to get personal because no one there cares about your personal life and the ones who care only care because they think they will get a fuck out of it. The way she described it make it sound cold. Sometimes I wonder if I should be watching porn knowing what I know. Another porn star has said that intimacy is the buy in for porn. You lose that intimate connection you make with someone and the sex you have doesn't have any intimacy behind it.

I wish Kendra all the best the world has to offer. I will miss her and hope that she finds happiness outside of porn.