“How I became a transvestite”
Hello everyone! I'm Luna, a closet transvestite. I love reading erotic stories about transsexuals, my favorites are the transformations by a girlfriend/friend/wife, and since I have read so many stories and currently wait a long time to read a good story that excites me, I decided to write my adventures , my real experiences and I also plan to write my fantasies that I hope to make come true. So I'll start with my beginnings, maybe they won't be so erotic at first since it's my real experience, but I hope you like it. ?
MY BEGINNINGS
I was always a secluded c***d, I didn't have many friends, I was the smart one at school, I always behaved well, the classic nerdy c***d; I have always been one of the tallest at school, in the family, everywhere, I have also always been very thin, dark, with black hair, and with girls I have always been lucky, I am not the most handsome, but I have my thing , my best attribute is my smile, even now when I am Luna it is what they like most about me.
I remember that at the age of 11, almost at the end of the school year, I went with some friends to a house that had a pool and everything was normal until the owner of the house, taking advantage of the fact that his parents were out, took off his shorts and stood naked in front of him. everyone and jumped into the pool, then everyone started doing the same thing for fun and so on until the only one missing was me, then everyone pressured me to do it but I was very self-conscious, but because of the pressure I did it and when I showed myself, A very delicate way due to embarrassment, surely, everyone laughed at me, since my penis was quite small compared to the others, although the truth is I liked it and was intrigued to see their members, (I suppose it was not much the size of the others guys because of their age), and then adding the shame, the shyness and the cold of the water because I guess I was at my smallest moment, so I jumped into the water and was the mockery of the moment, I didn't know that my penis was small until That moment, and instead of getting upset I just laughed timidly at the other boys' comments, and we started having size competitions and everyone showed off theirs, I obviously lost, they started masturbating and I had never done it and I didn't do it, I was very interested in seeing how they did it, I liked watching them, although no one told me to help them, I really don't know if I would have done it, at most what some of them did was caress my buttocks, and I only left because it tickled me. but it really felt nice, I saw them masturbate and I saw their sizes and their excited faces but I didn't touch anything.
At that age I was one of the handsome ones at school although because I was very involved in school I didn't have a girlfriend although I knew that many girls liked me, so after the pool event the boys got together more, then almost at the end of the class, the boy who owned the house we went to had a meeting for something we had to do at school with some boys and some girls from the classroom, but in the end we ended up playing bottle, and I remember that they were very fun and exciting moments, The girls were very willing to do almost everything, I had to be with several girls, it was just kisses and caresses and putting hands under their clothes, but in the end we ended up with 3 couples in a bed, all with clothes, sharing the girls, all of us touching each other. At some point a boy squeezed my buttocks and I thought it was the girl he was kissing, I left him for a long time until I realized we just laughed but he kept doing it and I left him because it felt very delicious, he even stopped his tail to feel more, hehehe.
I have 3 siblings, two women and a man, with whom I get along quite well. When I was 12 years old, my parents worked all day and we were always together and since we lived in a difficult economic situation because we didn't have television, so we played a lot, everything, and then what happened that marked me for life. I was playing with my brother and younger sister and we decided to dress up as our older sister, this was just for fun and because she was not at home; I remember very well what I wore my first time, it was a thick school-type skirt, brown with red stripes, a black blouse and black closed-toe shoes with heels. For me it was very fun to be like that, and we played to act like our older sister and we died of laughter until our sister appeared and we locked ourselves in the room, my brothers took off their clothes but I was left all dressed like that pushing the door, but my older sister was stronger and opened the door and saw me like that and her clothes on the bed, she scolded us horribly because we had grabbed her clothes and she said something to me that stuck in my mind, she told me: “And you, Are you a faggot or what? I just lowered my face and said no. I took off my clothes and that's it, but that word stuck in my mind, I honestly don't remember if I knew what the word meant, but I understood what it meant and I started to think if that was it.
What my sister had told me, because I liked dressing like that.
Time passed and there were many times that I was alone at home since I had a different school schedule than my brothers, and then I began to see my sisters' and my mother's clothes in the dirty clothes, in their drawers and the ones that were most I liked it, I put it aside on the bed and tried it on one by one, it wasn't something sexual but something more fetishistic, I loved feeling the clothes on, especially the underwear, I found my mother's sexy clothes and well, they looked huge on me but still I put it on and I was on cloud nine, I started wearing my younger sister's panties, they were girl's underwear, nothing sexy, rather c***dish, white fabric with pink prints and bows and I wore them under my boy clothes.
Until then I had never masturbated, but the day came when I discovered: STOCKINGS, I had never used them, but when I did it the first time, it was tremendous!!! I was at my grandparents' house and there lived a very nice, not so big aunt, I helped unload the clothes that were washed at the shopkeeper and there I discovered her underwear, it was the prettiest I had ever seen, the sexiest I had ever seen. seen, so I started going through her dirty clothes before washing them to try them on, and then I wore stockings for the first time, I put on my aunt's thong and on top of that I put on some normal stockings, flesh-colored, like a secretary's, then I felt the greatest pleasure I had ever felt, I touched my legs and they felt fabulous, I felt like a total babe and then it happened, my little penis began to explode and semen came out that dirty all my clothes, I had never come before, and my first time was with stockings caressing my legs and not even my penis got hard, I was quite surprised and then a new chapter in my life began, every time I got dressed I ended up masturbating, I started stealing stockings from the clothesline and wore them under my clothes, I put on thongs and I put them in my butt and then some stockings, and then my boy's panties and my socks, I walked divinely down the street and I hoped that someone would notice and caress me but no one noticed, well I think so, everything That excited me a lot, I spent a lot of time in the bathroom, masturbating and seeing what my clothes looked like, it kept me awake a lot because in my bed he touched me all the time and I imagined things and fantasies like people coming in to steal and they saw me dressed like that and They took me with them and turned me into a girl (fantasies that I will also write).
That's how I spent a lot of my adolescence, I dressed a lot since I was alone a lot, sometimes my mother noticed makeup that I hadn't removed well and she scolded me and told me not to do those things, but I denied everything, and I did I had to be much more careful, so I became an expert. Around that time the internet arrived, and a world opened up before me, I was able to investigate what was happening to me and I discovered that there were many people like me, I began to understand that what I liked was clothes and the emotion of feeling like a girl and I liked how I saw myself as a very flirtatious and pretty girl because my addiction grew much more, I started taking photos to know if what I saw in the mirror was true, I was not ashamed to show my face in the photos because I saw a very pretty girl on the camera, and I wanted to know if anyone else saw it that way, I created a girl's profile and uploaded my photos, and then I started to like what men thought of me, they told me how they liked me, they suggested meetings with me , which I accepted until later, to show myself on camera and my addiction grew more and more. There were times where I left it, I deleted all my photos, my profiles because of a girlfriend or because I felt guilty for wanting to be with a man, but after a short time I returned to my old ways, now that I regret having deleted so many photos, my progress would be seen From a girl to a woman as I see myself now.
I had a girlfriend with whom I lasted a long time, with whom I had a lot of sex, sometimes I stayed to take care of a house and I stayed with her for days, we did everything, we had a very good relationship, because of her I stopped dressing for a long time but Since I had a place just for me, and my girlfriend wasn't there all the time, I went back to get dressed more often, I had clothes, I took photos of myself, and I masturbated a lot. My girlfriend noticed this because there were days when I couldn't stop or He couldn't stand it much and he started to question me about many things. Because of the great love I had for him, I confessed my big secret to him. I remember that we were naked, hugging, sweaty, and I couldn't stand it much and we started asking each other questions about everything. I was more interested in the previous relationships she had had, how she was her ex in bed, how big she was, and well that started to turn me on a lot, I wanted her to tell me more but she didn't really like telling me, she told me that The boy had it bigger than me and since he smoked marijuana I could last longer and felt more pleasure, all of that instead of making me feel bad it made me feel crazy, it excited me a lot that
he would tell me; On the other hand, she was interested in knowing what I did when I was alone, because I masturbated so much if I had her and the truth was we had good sex, if she didn't please me, that's when I confessed to her that I dressed as a girl from a very young age, which was like an addiction that I couldn't quit, she got really excited, she told me she wanted to see what I looked like and I showed her photos and she told me that she didn't think the photos were so suggestive, that they were very erotic, almost always showing my butt, posing sexy and flirtatious, and many in underwear, and he told me that he accepted it but that he never wanted to see me like that because it made him insecure. So I continued like that, we almost didn't touch the subject again, but I understood that she didn't want to know, when we had sex she told me: "So, give me good, you're my man, you're a real man, I love the way you do it to me, give me more." my man”, it seemed strange to me that she said the word “man” so many times but I understood that she said it so that I would realize that I am a man and she likes it that way.
The relationship lasted some time but in the end we ended badly, she thought he was unfaithful with another girl which was a lie but she still took it for granted, the truth was that he was more likely to cheat on her as a girl with some man but That didn't even happen, so we broke up and, hurt, I said that I would take any girl I had the chance to bed with, so that's what I did, I slept with many girls, some older, others much smaller, but I really didn't feel satisfaction, that's when I came back. stronger to dress and I had my first encounter, it was with a transvestite, but it was not pretty at all, I had a thong and a bra under my clothes and I went to pick her up, and she told me that she was not gay, that she only liked to dress, I told her there was no problem, so we got to my house and I got naked, we got dressed, we shared clothes and when we were ready I got very horny and she was nothing, she was very “masculine” she was not feminine or sexy at all, I just wanted to watch porn in the computer and that's what she did, I was next to her taking photos and she started masturbating and I told her that if I helped her, I wanted to touch that standing cock and my mouth was watering but she didn't want to and she left me wanting, She came, changed and left and I never heard from her again, so I didn't want to have any more encounters with girls and I started fantasizing about boys, I started video chatting with men and I put dildos made by me with some cucumber or a carrot and I put a condom on them and let them see me like that, little by little my desire to have a real penis in my ass grew, but it was difficult to find someone who gave me confidence, which came later.
Once broadcasting live while he penetrated me with a toy, I came alone without even touching my little girl's penis, I was on all fours dressed in lingerie and heels, a wig and very sexy makeup, with the dildo in my anus and moaned like a cat While 50 people saw me and said whatever morbidity they could think of, I was delighted reading what they told me and I obeyed everything, I liked to be submissive and obedient, a real little fox, then when I came and said goodbye, a person recognized me, told me that Rico you penetrate “#####” (my name) and I stayed frozen, I didn't know what to do, I just left the session but I never knew who he was, and he never contacted me again, I only know that he is from where I live because he had it in his username, that scared me a lot but the truth is I didn't stop doing it, my desire to be a girl always comes out hehehe but to this day I have a doubt about who it was.
MY BEGINNINGS
I was always a secluded c***d, I didn't have many friends, I was the smart one at school, I always behaved well, the classic nerdy c***d; I have always been one of the tallest at school, in the family, everywhere, I have also always been very thin, dark, with black hair, and with girls I have always been lucky, I am not the most handsome, but I have my thing , my best attribute is my smile, even now when I am Luna it is what they like most about me.
I remember that at the age of 11, almost at the end of the school year, I went with some friends to a house that had a pool and everything was normal until the owner of the house, taking advantage of the fact that his parents were out, took off his shorts and stood naked in front of him. everyone and jumped into the pool, then everyone started doing the same thing for fun and so on until the only one missing was me, then everyone pressured me to do it but I was very self-conscious, but because of the pressure I did it and when I showed myself, A very delicate way due to embarrassment, surely, everyone laughed at me, since my penis was quite small compared to the others, although the truth is I liked it and was intrigued to see their members, (I suppose it was not much the size of the others guys because of their age), and then adding the shame, the shyness and the cold of the water because I guess I was at my smallest moment, so I jumped into the water and was the mockery of the moment, I didn't know that my penis was small until That moment, and instead of getting upset I just laughed timidly at the other boys' comments, and we started having size competitions and everyone showed off theirs, I obviously lost, they started masturbating and I had never done it and I didn't do it, I was very interested in seeing how they did it, I liked watching them, although no one told me to help them, I really don't know if I would have done it, at most what some of them did was caress my buttocks, and I only left because it tickled me. but it really felt nice, I saw them masturbate and I saw their sizes and their excited faces but I didn't touch anything.
At that age I was one of the handsome ones at school although because I was very involved in school I didn't have a girlfriend although I knew that many girls liked me, so after the pool event the boys got together more, then almost at the end of the class, the boy who owned the house we went to had a meeting for something we had to do at school with some boys and some girls from the classroom, but in the end we ended up playing bottle, and I remember that they were very fun and exciting moments, The girls were very willing to do almost everything, I had to be with several girls, it was just kisses and caresses and putting hands under their clothes, but in the end we ended up with 3 couples in a bed, all with clothes, sharing the girls, all of us touching each other. At some point a boy squeezed my buttocks and I thought it was the girl he was kissing, I left him for a long time until I realized we just laughed but he kept doing it and I left him because it felt very delicious, he even stopped his tail to feel more, hehehe.
I have 3 siblings, two women and a man, with whom I get along quite well. When I was 12 years old, my parents worked all day and we were always together and since we lived in a difficult economic situation because we didn't have television, so we played a lot, everything, and then what happened that marked me for life. I was playing with my brother and younger sister and we decided to dress up as our older sister, this was just for fun and because she was not at home; I remember very well what I wore my first time, it was a thick school-type skirt, brown with red stripes, a black blouse and black closed-toe shoes with heels. For me it was very fun to be like that, and we played to act like our older sister and we died of laughter until our sister appeared and we locked ourselves in the room, my brothers took off their clothes but I was left all dressed like that pushing the door, but my older sister was stronger and opened the door and saw me like that and her clothes on the bed, she scolded us horribly because we had grabbed her clothes and she said something to me that stuck in my mind, she told me: “And you, Are you a faggot or what? I just lowered my face and said no. I took off my clothes and that's it, but that word stuck in my mind, I honestly don't remember if I knew what the word meant, but I understood what it meant and I started to think if that was it.
What my sister had told me, because I liked dressing like that.
Time passed and there were many times that I was alone at home since I had a different school schedule than my brothers, and then I began to see my sisters' and my mother's clothes in the dirty clothes, in their drawers and the ones that were most I liked it, I put it aside on the bed and tried it on one by one, it wasn't something sexual but something more fetishistic, I loved feeling the clothes on, especially the underwear, I found my mother's sexy clothes and well, they looked huge on me but still I put it on and I was on cloud nine, I started wearing my younger sister's panties, they were girl's underwear, nothing sexy, rather c***dish, white fabric with pink prints and bows and I wore them under my boy clothes.
Until then I had never masturbated, but the day came when I discovered: STOCKINGS, I had never used them, but when I did it the first time, it was tremendous!!! I was at my grandparents' house and there lived a very nice, not so big aunt, I helped unload the clothes that were washed at the shopkeeper and there I discovered her underwear, it was the prettiest I had ever seen, the sexiest I had ever seen. seen, so I started going through her dirty clothes before washing them to try them on, and then I wore stockings for the first time, I put on my aunt's thong and on top of that I put on some normal stockings, flesh-colored, like a secretary's, then I felt the greatest pleasure I had ever felt, I touched my legs and they felt fabulous, I felt like a total babe and then it happened, my little penis began to explode and semen came out that dirty all my clothes, I had never come before, and my first time was with stockings caressing my legs and not even my penis got hard, I was quite surprised and then a new chapter in my life began, every time I got dressed I ended up masturbating, I started stealing stockings from the clothesline and wore them under my clothes, I put on thongs and I put them in my butt and then some stockings, and then my boy's panties and my socks, I walked divinely down the street and I hoped that someone would notice and caress me but no one noticed, well I think so, everything That excited me a lot, I spent a lot of time in the bathroom, masturbating and seeing what my clothes looked like, it kept me awake a lot because in my bed he touched me all the time and I imagined things and fantasies like people coming in to steal and they saw me dressed like that and They took me with them and turned me into a girl (fantasies that I will also write).
That's how I spent a lot of my adolescence, I dressed a lot since I was alone a lot, sometimes my mother noticed makeup that I hadn't removed well and she scolded me and told me not to do those things, but I denied everything, and I did I had to be much more careful, so I became an expert. Around that time the internet arrived, and a world opened up before me, I was able to investigate what was happening to me and I discovered that there were many people like me, I began to understand that what I liked was clothes and the emotion of feeling like a girl and I liked how I saw myself as a very flirtatious and pretty girl because my addiction grew much more, I started taking photos to know if what I saw in the mirror was true, I was not ashamed to show my face in the photos because I saw a very pretty girl on the camera, and I wanted to know if anyone else saw it that way, I created a girl's profile and uploaded my photos, and then I started to like what men thought of me, they told me how they liked me, they suggested meetings with me , which I accepted until later, to show myself on camera and my addiction grew more and more. There were times where I left it, I deleted all my photos, my profiles because of a girlfriend or because I felt guilty for wanting to be with a man, but after a short time I returned to my old ways, now that I regret having deleted so many photos, my progress would be seen From a girl to a woman as I see myself now.
I had a girlfriend with whom I lasted a long time, with whom I had a lot of sex, sometimes I stayed to take care of a house and I stayed with her for days, we did everything, we had a very good relationship, because of her I stopped dressing for a long time but Since I had a place just for me, and my girlfriend wasn't there all the time, I went back to get dressed more often, I had clothes, I took photos of myself, and I masturbated a lot. My girlfriend noticed this because there were days when I couldn't stop or He couldn't stand it much and he started to question me about many things. Because of the great love I had for him, I confessed my big secret to him. I remember that we were naked, hugging, sweaty, and I couldn't stand it much and we started asking each other questions about everything. I was more interested in the previous relationships she had had, how she was her ex in bed, how big she was, and well that started to turn me on a lot, I wanted her to tell me more but she didn't really like telling me, she told me that The boy had it bigger than me and since he smoked marijuana I could last longer and felt more pleasure, all of that instead of making me feel bad it made me feel crazy, it excited me a lot that
he would tell me; On the other hand, she was interested in knowing what I did when I was alone, because I masturbated so much if I had her and the truth was we had good sex, if she didn't please me, that's when I confessed to her that I dressed as a girl from a very young age, which was like an addiction that I couldn't quit, she got really excited, she told me she wanted to see what I looked like and I showed her photos and she told me that she didn't think the photos were so suggestive, that they were very erotic, almost always showing my butt, posing sexy and flirtatious, and many in underwear, and he told me that he accepted it but that he never wanted to see me like that because it made him insecure. So I continued like that, we almost didn't touch the subject again, but I understood that she didn't want to know, when we had sex she told me: "So, give me good, you're my man, you're a real man, I love the way you do it to me, give me more." my man”, it seemed strange to me that she said the word “man” so many times but I understood that she said it so that I would realize that I am a man and she likes it that way.
The relationship lasted some time but in the end we ended badly, she thought he was unfaithful with another girl which was a lie but she still took it for granted, the truth was that he was more likely to cheat on her as a girl with some man but That didn't even happen, so we broke up and, hurt, I said that I would take any girl I had the chance to bed with, so that's what I did, I slept with many girls, some older, others much smaller, but I really didn't feel satisfaction, that's when I came back. stronger to dress and I had my first encounter, it was with a transvestite, but it was not pretty at all, I had a thong and a bra under my clothes and I went to pick her up, and she told me that she was not gay, that she only liked to dress, I told her there was no problem, so we got to my house and I got naked, we got dressed, we shared clothes and when we were ready I got very horny and she was nothing, she was very “masculine” she was not feminine or sexy at all, I just wanted to watch porn in the computer and that's what she did, I was next to her taking photos and she started masturbating and I told her that if I helped her, I wanted to touch that standing cock and my mouth was watering but she didn't want to and she left me wanting, She came, changed and left and I never heard from her again, so I didn't want to have any more encounters with girls and I started fantasizing about boys, I started video chatting with men and I put dildos made by me with some cucumber or a carrot and I put a condom on them and let them see me like that, little by little my desire to have a real penis in my ass grew, but it was difficult to find someone who gave me confidence, which came later.
Once broadcasting live while he penetrated me with a toy, I came alone without even touching my little girl's penis, I was on all fours dressed in lingerie and heels, a wig and very sexy makeup, with the dildo in my anus and moaned like a cat While 50 people saw me and said whatever morbidity they could think of, I was delighted reading what they told me and I obeyed everything, I liked to be submissive and obedient, a real little fox, then when I came and said goodbye, a person recognized me, told me that Rico you penetrate “#####” (my name) and I stayed frozen, I didn't know what to do, I just left the session but I never knew who he was, and he never contacted me again, I only know that he is from where I live because he had it in his username, that scared me a lot but the truth is I didn't stop doing it, my desire to be a girl always comes out hehehe but to this day I have a doubt about who it was.
1 year ago