Hi there cumlovers

Ive lost my cumslut due to a breakup and im beyond sad and im so broken ?
I had 10 long years with this woman and we got to experience soo much together! I got to teach her to rly love cum and cumplay and now ive lost her, the woman of my life, and i have no hungry spermswallower anymore! Pls are there any ladies out there who can cheer me up a little!?