Apology and update.

First of all, an apology to all that have left comment and sent friend requests or messages. I am sorry I haven't gotten to them sooner. I haven't had much time to devote to them which is why I haven't been on here much. I am going to try and be better at that going forward but life has a habit of getting in the way.

Now for the update. I am still having trouble just jerking to orgasm. Every time I mean to I wind up gooning for as long as possible. I just love edging too much! Because of that love I found myself avoiding the kinds of videos I talked about in my last post. I want to get back to "normal" masturbation for the year but that result goes too far in the other direction ;-D ! The result of that video did give me an idea though. A couple of weeks ago I decided to get out my old premature ejaculation hypno audio files. They helped me when I started wanting nipple orgasms and hands free orgasms so I figured they might help again. I have started playing them on low in the background while doing other things to see if they will break me of just gooning when I play with my little dicklet.

So far I think they are having an effect! I get horny more often, I am thinking of the suggestions randomly when not playing them, and it's getting more difficult to edge without cumming. I just have to be careful not to let them take over. I really liked them the last time I was listening to them and had to quit because they were having too much control over me. On second thought it might be fun to see how far premature training takes me and then going back to chastity at the end of the year! The kind of frustration that would produce would be a very delicious torture!

As usual, if anyone has any thoughts or suggestions, please leave them below. Thanks for reading!