Journal 2022.11.29
Well had a dream last nightā¦ hasnāt had any for a long time now, I donāt know have things gotten that bad?
Other then that went looking for a job and just cuz I could I decided to go live.. After all some company is always welcome even if itās just comments on streamā¦
after all day mailing and delivery the few CVās around in a vain attempt to āget a jobā Iāve tried LinkedIn various local job sites, emails calls you name it. Even foolishly thought I could help my uncle with his business/social media promotion. All the while being put on ānotifications have been silencedā treatment.
Yah I know I probably got backlisted by him after my last miserable failure at set task. But never being the one to give up I figured Iād try at least. And try I did then turned around and ninja bread maned the whole thing around into aā¦ Promotional exercise shall we call itā¦
Regardless there I was sipping my overpriced caffe and not knowing what else to do with myself but stream. When I noticed that I got a 1$ donationā¦ Idk somehow it made me so happy, Iāve earned that. Not the anspinnt but the point, I did that. On my account which Iāve built myself and did/do everything forā¦ A kind of āyes I canā feelingā¦
as for the dream at lest I remember somethingā¦ Then again suppose all those audio books are rubbing off on meā¦ How I was there why I was there idk.. But I remember it was the tranches and at Combrai but instead of the lumbering slugs of ww1 what I saw was monster of tank baring the German colours.
But this was abesst with a mini gun on its top turret, now roaring to life and dreaming like a bancho and normal tank gun mounted on itās classy, before getting pulled into a dug out by a man (donāt remember any of theyār names or faces. Yet I somehow knew them and they knew meā¦) and asking whatās going on.
What I can remember from the explanation is that after the Russian revolution a technically advanced faction called the āTheyādā had somehow been āfreed/releasedā out of Russia and had given some of theyāre knowledge and technology to the Germans as a reward for āfreeingā them. Wounding how any of that made sense at some point I mention the Keyser (Wilhelm, yes I know he was Wilhelm the second) by name. At which point the men around me looked bewildered at me corrected me that Philip was the Keyserā¦
Other then that went looking for a job and just cuz I could I decided to go live.. After all some company is always welcome even if itās just comments on streamā¦
after all day mailing and delivery the few CVās around in a vain attempt to āget a jobā Iāve tried LinkedIn various local job sites, emails calls you name it. Even foolishly thought I could help my uncle with his business/social media promotion. All the while being put on ānotifications have been silencedā treatment.
Yah I know I probably got backlisted by him after my last miserable failure at set task. But never being the one to give up I figured Iād try at least. And try I did then turned around and ninja bread maned the whole thing around into aā¦ Promotional exercise shall we call itā¦
Regardless there I was sipping my overpriced caffe and not knowing what else to do with myself but stream. When I noticed that I got a 1$ donationā¦ Idk somehow it made me so happy, Iāve earned that. Not the anspinnt but the point, I did that. On my account which Iāve built myself and did/do everything forā¦ A kind of āyes I canā feelingā¦
as for the dream at lest I remember somethingā¦ Then again suppose all those audio books are rubbing off on meā¦ How I was there why I was there idk.. But I remember it was the tranches and at Combrai but instead of the lumbering slugs of ww1 what I saw was monster of tank baring the German colours.
But this was abesst with a mini gun on its top turret, now roaring to life and dreaming like a bancho and normal tank gun mounted on itās classy, before getting pulled into a dug out by a man (donāt remember any of theyār names or faces. Yet I somehow knew them and they knew meā¦) and asking whatās going on.
What I can remember from the explanation is that after the Russian revolution a technically advanced faction called the āTheyādā had somehow been āfreed/releasedā out of Russia and had given some of theyāre knowledge and technology to the Germans as a reward for āfreeingā them. Wounding how any of that made sense at some point I mention the Keyser (Wilhelm, yes I know he was Wilhelm the second) by name. At which point the men around me looked bewildered at me corrected me that Philip was the Keyserā¦
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