What now? What would you have done?
I still remember you know, like back when I was in Vienna it was a dream. Stressful dream but still a dream, for a moment I was there, but like all dreams this one had to end as well.
Iām partly still kicking myself for leaving whilst listening to that nagging voice inside my head telling me there was nothing more I could have done under the circumstances. Something thatās since been proven all too true as my promised 500ā¬ pay check has yet to materialiseā¦
But itās not all bad? I got to go home see my sister (middle) mum
and all that, no word on dad yetā¦
But here I am during on the porch sprouted by CATS I can just feel my stress melting away from the cuteness! One in my lap the and well my kitty chilling out on the steps..
Either way i got a job offer today. Ok an interview in a couple of days and I really want to do my best and put me best foot forward as this time itās no soul crushing bar job but an actual office job where my talents and skills matter! Like my languages, design and such. Like a job as close as I can get to my actual profession.
An actual day off and a job where I can advance? Sign me up! And I kind of need the job asap as well I got screwed over on my unemployment benignities soā¦ No waiting it out till next season, though I really donāt want I go back to the 14h hellwhole that is the service industry.
Though I still feel like a failure for ācoming backā even though looking back on it I know I made thee right decision. Whilst the ācould have beensā swirl around my head. Yes I found a brothle but to well work there I need a licence and since I came on Friday and till Sunday was 200ā¬ with about 400ā¬ as a safety net I simply had to brake, as I couldnāt justify staying more if I didnāt hand the extra 500ā¬ Iām still owed. Otherwise Iād risk getting stranded.
And much like my cat companions itās better to be courteous and loose out on an extremely risky opportunity as opposed to taking the gamble and loosing oneās head in the process.
But idk what would you have done in my place?
Iām partly still kicking myself for leaving whilst listening to that nagging voice inside my head telling me there was nothing more I could have done under the circumstances. Something thatās since been proven all too true as my promised 500ā¬ pay check has yet to materialiseā¦
But itās not all bad? I got to go home see my sister (middle) mum
and all that, no word on dad yetā¦
But here I am during on the porch sprouted by CATS I can just feel my stress melting away from the cuteness! One in my lap the and well my kitty chilling out on the steps..
Either way i got a job offer today. Ok an interview in a couple of days and I really want to do my best and put me best foot forward as this time itās no soul crushing bar job but an actual office job where my talents and skills matter! Like my languages, design and such. Like a job as close as I can get to my actual profession.
An actual day off and a job where I can advance? Sign me up! And I kind of need the job asap as well I got screwed over on my unemployment benignities soā¦ No waiting it out till next season, though I really donāt want I go back to the 14h hellwhole that is the service industry.
Though I still feel like a failure for ācoming backā even though looking back on it I know I made thee right decision. Whilst the ācould have beensā swirl around my head. Yes I found a brothle but to well work there I need a licence and since I came on Friday and till Sunday was 200ā¬ with about 400ā¬ as a safety net I simply had to brake, as I couldnāt justify staying more if I didnāt hand the extra 500ā¬ Iām still owed. Otherwise Iād risk getting stranded.
And much like my cat companions itās better to be courteous and loose out on an extremely risky opportunity as opposed to taking the gamble and loosing oneās head in the process.
But idk what would you have done in my place?
2 years ago
