Finally moving
Itâs been a long wile hasnât it? Thankfully regular content will resume shorty as I finally finally am gaming to well full time xxx work abroad.
idk I wonât preyed Iâm not nervous and stuff, I am shit scared to be honest. But I know itâs what I have to do. Itâs a gamble but I suppose thatâs why Iâm so nervous, but I suppose thatâs just me being me. And I know how much of a creature of comfort and habit I am. So braking any of it wonât ever go down well I suppose.
Even so Iâve seen too much and know what I HAVE to do. Being worked to the bone till my body finally gives out do to illness injury or toxic chemical isnât the way I want to go.
But why xxx work where Iâd just get used? Well I know but the thing is social participation. As it stands I can put myself six feet under and be little more than an NPC for lack of a better term. âSupportingâ the âplayersâ and getting dumped ones i canât gastet then a villager selling the âBain of Arthropodsâ enchantment when the player wanted âmendingââŚ
This way (xxx work) Iâm a participant at least, yes you could argue Iâd still be an ânpcâ but at lest Iâd a quest npc⌠and at least have like gear and at lest some agency and stuffâŚ
oh well a toast to Glory, Doom Reighn and Ruin I suppose.
idk I wonât preyed Iâm not nervous and stuff, I am shit scared to be honest. But I know itâs what I have to do. Itâs a gamble but I suppose thatâs why Iâm so nervous, but I suppose thatâs just me being me. And I know how much of a creature of comfort and habit I am. So braking any of it wonât ever go down well I suppose.
Even so Iâve seen too much and know what I HAVE to do. Being worked to the bone till my body finally gives out do to illness injury or toxic chemical isnât the way I want to go.
But why xxx work where Iâd just get used? Well I know but the thing is social participation. As it stands I can put myself six feet under and be little more than an NPC for lack of a better term. âSupportingâ the âplayersâ and getting dumped ones i canât gastet then a villager selling the âBain of Arthropodsâ enchantment when the player wanted âmendingââŚ
This way (xxx work) Iâm a participant at least, yes you could argue Iâd still be an ânpcâ but at lest Iâd a quest npc⌠and at least have like gear and at lest some agency and stuffâŚ
oh well a toast to Glory, Doom Reighn and Ruin I suppose.
2 years ago
