How Hockey Predisposed me to being a Crossdresser.
To start let me say I love to wear women’s lingerie, as you can see from my profile pics. I am reluctant to call myself a true Crossdresser because I am just not good looking enough! No amount of make up or properly sized lingerie can cover up my slightly oversized shape or hairy body. I do my best to keep the hair trim and wax my back BUT I will never be the smooth hairless sissy trap I wish I could be. More on this later. Regardless, I love to dress up and show off.
And I think playing hockey as a youth helped influence my fetish. (You can read more about how I got my start in my other stories). But I came up with this theory just the other day.
I spent most of that particular day sitting around the house dressed up in some lingerie. A comfortable pair of sting bikini cut silk and nylon hot pink panties, a black garter belt and black stockings and a very much not matching maroon bralette. I had my black 4” spike heels on and a little light makeup, mascara, neutral tone eyeshadow and lipstick. I used a tremendous amount of will power and did not masturbate prior to my men’s league, or beer league as we call them up here is Canada, game as I always worry one of the guys in the locker room might take note of my “reddened from friction” dick.
However, what I failed to think about were the other indicators of my kink that an observant teammate might take note of. Namely the faint imprint left on your skin by wearing tight elastics all day!
As I was dropping my boxers I noticed the tell tale marks of a thin elastic waistband dividing into a butt covering V shape! And sure enough, as I pulled my shirt off there were similar marks left by the bra! I had a minor moment of panic but quickly pulled on my hockey gear and I think none were the wiser.
But with this though running through my mind, I feared the other indicator someone could have picked up on was any left-over makeup! I know I did a good job of removing it, but what if there was some mascara streaking, or a little lipstick still noticeable!
Hopefully, if they did see the imprints or any makeup remnants, they would not understand what they were looking at. But then again, if they shared my crossdressing/lingerie obsession…well that could open up a whole new level of friendship! I know I subtle observe all my teammates’ junk to see who shaves what! And that is of course the reason I cannot shave my body. How would I explain being totally hairless to a bunch of guys that know me well?
So now that my mind set was thinking sexy lingerie thoughts as I began to dress, I started to think of the similarities between my hockey equipment and lingerie! And there are a few.
To begin, the JOCK – back in the old days, when I was young, we used the classic jock. A pouch up front, that hockey players must put a hard plastic cup into, and two thick elastics running between the legs and across the ass. Very similar to the outline of a checky pantie! Now a days we use a one piece boxer short type, not sexy at all.
Next, a literal GARTER BELT – with the jock you needed a separate piece of equipment to hold up your socks. And this is literally a garter belt! About an inch to inch and half wide elastic waste band, so not sexy but again, were only looking for similarities here between hockey gear and lingerie and this one is the closest! With four straps running down your leg to hold the clasps they are garter belts! The clasps are identical hook and eye style that are used on actual sexy female lingerie, just a little large to accommodate the sock’s thick texture. Given the similarities I am guessing that is why I had little difficulty in figuring out how to wear my sister’s garter belt and stockings early on!
SOCKS – the socks are like the stockings and put on nearly the same way but there are no toes, they start at the ankle. They are a think material used to stop skate blades from cutting your leg.
Shin and elbow pads – not much there.
PANTS - Like a girdle or pulling on a bodysuit, teddy or merrywidow, in order to get into them you have to shimmy your hips (as they need to be a tight fit). I cannot tell you how often I chuckle now when I see all my teammates shimmy there hips in a very feminine manner while getting geared up.
Shoulder pads – a bra. We have to reach around behind to pull the chest strap tight across our chest. In fact some of these new styles of bras you see advertised on TV as being more comfortable for women look more and more like hockey shoulder pads! I the old days, and some guys still have the old style, you have to lace up your pads across the front!
Helmut and gloves – wig and sexy long gloves. Ok a bit of a stretch here but we could call them accessories.
Skates – high heels. Well not at all the same BUT you do have balance on a ¼” wide piece of metal when you wear stakes, perhaps that helped me adapt to my heels so quickly?
On the whole, yes, it is a stretch but I think you will agree, there are some similarities! And it is all good fun!
And I think playing hockey as a youth helped influence my fetish. (You can read more about how I got my start in my other stories). But I came up with this theory just the other day.
I spent most of that particular day sitting around the house dressed up in some lingerie. A comfortable pair of sting bikini cut silk and nylon hot pink panties, a black garter belt and black stockings and a very much not matching maroon bralette. I had my black 4” spike heels on and a little light makeup, mascara, neutral tone eyeshadow and lipstick. I used a tremendous amount of will power and did not masturbate prior to my men’s league, or beer league as we call them up here is Canada, game as I always worry one of the guys in the locker room might take note of my “reddened from friction” dick.
However, what I failed to think about were the other indicators of my kink that an observant teammate might take note of. Namely the faint imprint left on your skin by wearing tight elastics all day!
As I was dropping my boxers I noticed the tell tale marks of a thin elastic waistband dividing into a butt covering V shape! And sure enough, as I pulled my shirt off there were similar marks left by the bra! I had a minor moment of panic but quickly pulled on my hockey gear and I think none were the wiser.
But with this though running through my mind, I feared the other indicator someone could have picked up on was any left-over makeup! I know I did a good job of removing it, but what if there was some mascara streaking, or a little lipstick still noticeable!
Hopefully, if they did see the imprints or any makeup remnants, they would not understand what they were looking at. But then again, if they shared my crossdressing/lingerie obsession…well that could open up a whole new level of friendship! I know I subtle observe all my teammates’ junk to see who shaves what! And that is of course the reason I cannot shave my body. How would I explain being totally hairless to a bunch of guys that know me well?
So now that my mind set was thinking sexy lingerie thoughts as I began to dress, I started to think of the similarities between my hockey equipment and lingerie! And there are a few.
To begin, the JOCK – back in the old days, when I was young, we used the classic jock. A pouch up front, that hockey players must put a hard plastic cup into, and two thick elastics running between the legs and across the ass. Very similar to the outline of a checky pantie! Now a days we use a one piece boxer short type, not sexy at all.
Next, a literal GARTER BELT – with the jock you needed a separate piece of equipment to hold up your socks. And this is literally a garter belt! About an inch to inch and half wide elastic waste band, so not sexy but again, were only looking for similarities here between hockey gear and lingerie and this one is the closest! With four straps running down your leg to hold the clasps they are garter belts! The clasps are identical hook and eye style that are used on actual sexy female lingerie, just a little large to accommodate the sock’s thick texture. Given the similarities I am guessing that is why I had little difficulty in figuring out how to wear my sister’s garter belt and stockings early on!
SOCKS – the socks are like the stockings and put on nearly the same way but there are no toes, they start at the ankle. They are a think material used to stop skate blades from cutting your leg.
Shin and elbow pads – not much there.
PANTS - Like a girdle or pulling on a bodysuit, teddy or merrywidow, in order to get into them you have to shimmy your hips (as they need to be a tight fit). I cannot tell you how often I chuckle now when I see all my teammates shimmy there hips in a very feminine manner while getting geared up.
Shoulder pads – a bra. We have to reach around behind to pull the chest strap tight across our chest. In fact some of these new styles of bras you see advertised on TV as being more comfortable for women look more and more like hockey shoulder pads! I the old days, and some guys still have the old style, you have to lace up your pads across the front!
Helmut and gloves – wig and sexy long gloves. Ok a bit of a stretch here but we could call them accessories.
Skates – high heels. Well not at all the same BUT you do have balance on a ¼” wide piece of metal when you wear stakes, perhaps that helped me adapt to my heels so quickly?
On the whole, yes, it is a stretch but I think you will agree, there are some similarities! And it is all good fun!
2 years ago