Confession 2

I swear that elevator ride was the longest 3 minutes of my life. We stepped in the doors and assumed elevator position while J hit 5. The doors closed and there was a tension / energy that had my heart racing. Watching the numbers change so slowly I jumped when J reached over and gave my ass a squeeze. That had never happened before in my life. J smiled and said “your a little jumpy Tammi. Don’t worry, I know just what you need.”
The doors opened and we walked the hall in silence and arrived at the door. My heart was about to explode out of my chest. J handed me the key card and said “go ahead and open the door if you are sure. Once you do, there is no going back. No quitting. No safe word. It’s real. All that stuff you wrote to me will become real tonight. And much more you never dreamed of. Keep in mind that I love turning fake men into real women when that is their dream. Is it your dream Tammi? Is it really your dream?”
I took a deep breath and thought about the thousand of hours I had jerked off thinking about this for the last 20 years. This is the moment you wished for a million times. Chicken out or make it real? All of those thoughts and emotions and excitement pulsed through my mind in 2 seconds. Then I noticed, I was rock fucking hard. My dick had made the decision for all of us.
I looked J right in the eyes and slid the card into the door. It’s time for me to find out who I really am Sir. The door clicked and I opened it. Holy Christ, I had dove into the deep end. I thought I was going to faint. I heard J say “I am going to love every second of this.” The door closed behind us. I was all in. Fuck.