I am a sissy slut for big black cock

One day I started wearing my mothers panties,( I was around 13 tears old ) .then I staeted wearing her panty hose and they felt wonderful.I was hooked, I know why girls ware them,At first I would weare them when I jacked off then I would wear them under my clothes. I wore them when we went on vacation ,I wore them riding dirt bikes in the desert.I really cant figure out what caused my obsession, but it gradgually progressed to bras ,garterbelts and stalkings.I got ahold of all kinds of lingurie and fell in love with the intensity of my orgasems. I would walk through the neighborhood school wearing little babydolls and other things you get it dont you.I would get bolder and bolder I started getting deeper into my neighborhood getting bolder.These days I could actually walk for 5 to 10 miles dressed as a woman and get away with it .I would dress up as nasty as I could in my car and drive around for awhile.I even dress up and ride my bicycle around.By know I have wigs and falsies and wemons shoes from tennis shoes to thigh high boots. So I can pass as female in public I have shaved all the hair off my body that I can get away with.I have quite the collection of makeup.If I go out when its still light out I must wear makeup.