Cheat cheat

The older I get the more kink it takes to get me off. I have had some realizations over the years about primal sexuality. I was a really good looking k**. Very unpredictable and moody. Small, 5'6" wrestlers build. Super picky. beautiful people learn early they are beautiful but I have a lot of anxiety and only became sexually aggressive when I was drinking. I was the kind of guy that beautiful girls would cheat on their boyfriends with when they were in heat but I never could maintain a stable relationship. There was something about the risk of pregnancy that got me wild. I knocked up way too many girls and they always aborted. It was really not cool at all but it was all the taboo, the shameful cheating secret that got me off. As I got older I went after younger and younger girls. It was torture. Young dripping sweet fertile bodies... but their lack of experience and c***dish perspective was intolerable. Older women, within 10 years of me are so much nicer to be with. But infertility is just not exciting to me. And then I discovered tricks like you describe. And I am all up into a new secret taboo world of dominance and submission and fucking women to humiliate their ridiculous husbands with their fat wallets and small cocks. Making them suck my cock and eat my cum. Or just hooking up with married guys and sucking their cocks the way their wives won't.... it is the messiness of people that keeps things interesting