Truth: I think I am afraid

I'm not anti-gay. I think though, getting right to the point, that something in my head has an aversion to the idea of getting pleasured and reaching climax and then looking into the face of a man. I have seen and even had a few bearded bear men tell me that I should play with them, to explore my sexuality, and "no, just no". I find myself attracted to feet: smooth skin, hairless body, and feminized accessories. Or at least, what used to be considered feminine. I find myself gooning over everything from someone that looks like a full bodied woman with a big cock to a person who looks like a short haired boy with a bubble butt. I find myself attracted to so much of the spectrum. The constants? There needs to be makeup, that at least makes the face look like a woman. Beyond that, it appears that everything else is game.

But while xhamster is a place for meet-ups, I want that, and I crave and lust for that. But that will not happen, unless you are into the long game. I might see you wand want to worship your feet as I jerk off in a car, but that may be the extent of any interactions.