Im not sure how to feel

well i met this guy a week ago, flirted, fooled around, sucked his dick and he said he'd call me for some propper fun and he called me today told me to come meet him at this bar

now during my flirting i might have said a few things

basically when i got there he was there with 3 other guys and the owner of the bar who locked the door behind me

so its me vs 5guys and im excited they all start fondling and groping me fingers and hands and cocks everywhere im loving it, theyre rough but i like it a bit rough

anyway theyre calling me names like lil faggot slut, gay cunt etc i say i dont really like those names and they laugh and the guy i was meeting, ben slapped me hard around my face grabbed my throat and said du think we give a fuck what u like

im on my back on the pool table at this point with his freind pounding his dick into my ass and ben pulled me to the edge so my head hung over the side and started fucking my throat, im kinda enjoying it but not liking the that he hurt me and was being

really mean to me theyre all taking turn on me at both ends they all cum inside me at least twice poored and spat beer and whiskey all over me, ruined my cloths then tied me naked to the bar on my knees on the floor while they kept drinking when i said

i think i should go they told me to shut the fuck up we're not finished stuffed my knicker in my mouth and rapped gaffer tape around my mouth to keep em there. they continued drinking for what felt like hrs, taking the piss out of me pooring and spitting

drink at me they all kept talking about something i didnt know what but they were saying are u ready yet some saying i am athers saying not yet, the landlord came over pulled my panties out my mouth and put his dick in 1more time, suck it u lil fag he say

i did what i was told and sucked it as best i could, he cum on my face and replace my knickers in my mouth he turn round and said are we all ready yet they all agreed and all stood around me dicks in hand and pulled my panties out my mouth again, open you

mouth u dumb bitch, so i did and they all started pissing on my, swallow it ben shouted and slapped me again so i did as much as i could they pissed all over my cloths that were on the floor next to me then they untied me pushd my panties back in my mouth

told me to pick my cloths up and then man handled out the door naked covered in cum and piss i quickly put my trainers on and shorts and jumped in my car and drove home

im not sure how to feel