Why do i love cum!?

Hi =) i just wanna share some thoughts, i wish to know why i have this kink and why i turns me on so, i mean the visuals of seing my thick wihite cum shooting into my girlfriends mouth,to se her body coverd in it and how she swallows it! when i see her on her knees with a bowls or a glass full of hot cum and how she lovingly drinks it i go mad!! why does this drive me so crazy!? i just want to fuck her and feed her my cum over and over!!! WHY!? why is the thought of me feeding my girl cum such a turn on!?