My destiny

i've often wondered-what is my destiny. and i've come to the conclusion that someday i will be the "WHORE" of some man with a huge dick. he will be either black or white. he will use me sexually to no end. in essence i would be his butt slave. daily and nightly i will be screwed. forced to suck him and take his bigness up in my booty. i've never cared about being "hurt" by a man's penis size. as big dicks are my greatest love. now understand, i took my first penis in the ass at the age of 11 years old. so i learned the strength and lust of a man at an early age. and "no" i wasn't too young either. i was the right age to take a man at that age. i knew little about sex-but i learned quickly what a "penis" is and what it can do. and i'm grateful to the man that took me. and i will never ever forget what he did to me. my hope though is to very soon find that special man again. an a****l type in bed. aggressive all across the board. i do love my men to put the fear of his domination in me. in his words and actions towards me. as i do love to submit myself totally to men. i do believe the saying-"the strong shall conquer the weak". and i'm certainly the latter. i do as i'm told. even if i find a man that finds it necessary to hit me to control me. i don't need nor want a loving or weak man. maybe you like a man like this but not me. i need to "fear" my man or men. now the journey i have is to "find" this kind of man.