Missing Amber
I’m up late. I haven’t been sleeping well for a while after a concussion. So I’m up and horny and I just jerked off thinking of one of my favorite sissy faggots. I’m too damned tired to even change her name. So Amber if you’re reading this, then you know at least one person misses you.
I met Amber online on a bdsm site. She has been active for a few years and was still in the closet. Her very conservative and very catholic Guatemalan family didn’t know who she truly was. To use family she was a healthy straight man looking for a good catholic wife. Being that Amber wasn’t the first sissy bitch I fucked, I knew the drill. Hell I know the drill as my wife doesn’t know I still fuck sissy cumsluts.
What I’m missing about Amber is her eyes and how she would look at me after fucking waiting for me to tell her that she was my good girl. Amber loved pleasing me as she said I made her feel safe. I made her feel like it wasn’t just acceptable to be a cum craving sissy, but that I enjoyed who she is. Of course I enjoyed her being herself. Her beautiful puppy dog brown eyes seemed to help me out things into perspective. I loved how Amber would hold me accountable if I wasn’t sincere in telling her she did well and she was my good girl. She craved those words from me but she also wanted me to be sincere and not just say it out of routine. She made sure I never took her for granted.
Amber seemed to know when I was about to cum and she loved watching my face as I released myself in her mouth or sissy hole. She loved how I naturally took control and she loved my hands on her body forcefully grabbing her. Her ass was always smooth and she would always make sure to let me know her ass was smooth just for me.
Amber was always up for anything and it would upset her when she wasn’t able to get away to be my pet at parties. I know she hated that I would just call another sissy faggot but she also knew she was my first call. Amber was my favorite at parties because she knew her place. She never got insecure and she always did as I asked (okay told). Amber knew that at the end of the night it was going to be me and her alone, as long as she was a good girl.
Amber loved getting spanking after a night of sucking cock and licking pussy. She loved it when I called her names while spanking her sweet brown ass. Damn thinking about her is getting me excited again. I’m gonna go jerk off again. Maybe I’ll write more about her. She joined the Air Force - for those wondering what happened to her.
I met Amber online on a bdsm site. She has been active for a few years and was still in the closet. Her very conservative and very catholic Guatemalan family didn’t know who she truly was. To use family she was a healthy straight man looking for a good catholic wife. Being that Amber wasn’t the first sissy bitch I fucked, I knew the drill. Hell I know the drill as my wife doesn’t know I still fuck sissy cumsluts.
What I’m missing about Amber is her eyes and how she would look at me after fucking waiting for me to tell her that she was my good girl. Amber loved pleasing me as she said I made her feel safe. I made her feel like it wasn’t just acceptable to be a cum craving sissy, but that I enjoyed who she is. Of course I enjoyed her being herself. Her beautiful puppy dog brown eyes seemed to help me out things into perspective. I loved how Amber would hold me accountable if I wasn’t sincere in telling her she did well and she was my good girl. She craved those words from me but she also wanted me to be sincere and not just say it out of routine. She made sure I never took her for granted.
Amber seemed to know when I was about to cum and she loved watching my face as I released myself in her mouth or sissy hole. She loved how I naturally took control and she loved my hands on her body forcefully grabbing her. Her ass was always smooth and she would always make sure to let me know her ass was smooth just for me.
Amber was always up for anything and it would upset her when she wasn’t able to get away to be my pet at parties. I know she hated that I would just call another sissy faggot but she also knew she was my first call. Amber was my favorite at parties because she knew her place. She never got insecure and she always did as I asked (okay told). Amber knew that at the end of the night it was going to be me and her alone, as long as she was a good girl.
Amber loved getting spanking after a night of sucking cock and licking pussy. She loved it when I called her names while spanking her sweet brown ass. Damn thinking about her is getting me excited again. I’m gonna go jerk off again. Maybe I’ll write more about her. She joined the Air Force - for those wondering what happened to her.
4 years ago