Desire to be a cumslut

I don't know why but over the last few years my desire to be a cumslut has become very strong. It seems that it comes and go's but each time the desire returns it's stronger than the last time. I constantly think about having men shoot the loads all over my face just like one of my role models Francesca Le. I can't get the thought of big manly cocks shooting the loads on me and using me as a cum target. I never really had these desires before, in fact it didn't turn me on in the least, but lately it's all that pops into my mind. I watch the videos of women getting covered in cum and want to be them. I see pictures of them getting covered in cum and want to be them, it seems that's all the comes into my head. And now just recently I started to have had the urge to drink cum not just like swallow it from a cock but to drink a pint like Naami Hasegawa
I have a huge desire to drink a pint down thinking I could chug it down faster. I have no idea why I feel this way lately but I do. Somehow it just seems so sexy and hot to me to be a good cumslut even though I haven't done anything like this yet I still would love to try.