I need a man

I have been masturbating for over 4 hours today fantasizing about men, and the only way I usually curb my obsession is affirmation that I am in fact a total faggot. I am a faggot and faggots need to be a mans bitch. Suck a mans cock, lick his shit hole, take his piss, cum, or spit, If he cums or pisses on the floor and tells you to lick it up we do it.
Some assume doing such things are humiliating but they are wrong it is exerhiliating and if we do a good job, he may come back and let us do it again.
Anyone else feel like this? Do some of you masturbate less when you feel sexually satisfied, but real satisfaction is being a filthy nasty fag and doing as your told